Only thing to come home to, not much,
but a cat, loneliness, a dub and a dutch,
looks like such desire can drive a man crazy,
rethinking every decision, coming off as lazy,
maybe lately i'm at a point where i see,
that the man i am ain't who i wanted to be,
in the bathroom of 230fifth, peep the city,
cheap the drinks aren't, she came with pretty,
her herself came amazing, her friend beautiful,
all the while i was waiting biting on my cuticles,
couple girls noticed i was alone and started talking,
acted uninterested, cause i'm not, start walking,
what's the point when showing interest has no true gain,
in the end i'm always in pain playing the same blame game,
this ain't the same though, we had something good that went wasted,
the second i thought you different, i was proved mistaken.