Couldn't blame her til she left,
drinking down to the last twenty of my last check,
barely made it up my last step,
had to constantly stop and take a half breath,
in my dreams i see her face when she passed by,
smile after her last bye, i just wanna ask why,
that one city night in the cab home,
did you say i was only good for a sad song?
not once have i asked her about it,
maybe she'll be honest, somehow i doubt it,
say you love and miss me, just don't,
i wanna tell you to pick yes or no but i know i won't,
so to the thought of that no i drink this bottle,
your beauty keeps you in the sun while i hide in the shadow,
i'm not mad though, i just want the thrill,
that i fell when i was with you still.