Where have you gone? again went ghost,
again stuck alone without she who matters most,
again here alone keeping guard on post,
you need to allow me to once again be your host,
while my flaws are being pointed out, where
are you to keep me calm here?
why can't i lean on you this year?
again stuck alone behind my fear,
may be okay but it's not right,
all i want is to see you tonight,
pull up in my driveway, in my sight,
and run up to hug me so damn tight,
as long as i have these memories,
and this feeling i get when you buzz around like fleas,
ready to fight any and all any enemies,
if you wanted me you wouldn't even need please.