So far been the only constant in random,
only who really love me, no fandom,
asked me every day so far how i was,
and when i responded smiling you asked cause?
well i applause myself for who i've been,
for not running away when surrounded,
for not turning into an asshole at all,
for always standing back up after i fall,
so far i've actually been happy and you,
have definitely helped that cause it's true,
at first i was worried about missing letters,
but so far you are so much better,
so far you've been the only phone call daily,
applause you for making me push away Hayley,
and all the other but i won't let you in,
until you change your feelings in the end.