Okay i promise that was my last cigarette,
i'd bet on my life but it'd be a dead bet,
only used it when i was crazed, now it's habit,
i feel like the turtle always behind the rabbit,
i can see a destiny but why rush the end?
just be calm through anything, never offend,
if it's one love that you are allowed,
then you are it, and i am proud,
to say i got to wake up with you next to me,
i got to feel the high from your ecstasy,
i promise to carry all the sadness cause i can,
i've been slumped from depression but still i am,
not caring about ever being after Sam,
or lying for 4 years, quite a stupid man i am,
but i care that you don't see how much i wish you'd love me,
almost there at confidence, but i don't deserve to be ugly.