Takes time but now i finally understand,
i had the upper hand, i was once high on demand,
shit i never had a plan i simply lived day by day,
now the way i live my life has caught up to me,
it's corrupt of me to say i don't have those in mind,
that i think of daily, all girls of every kind,
sudden realization of third party masturbation,
every girl is the same, they are all asians,
but one sticks out much more than New Years,
the way you could have saved me from all my present fears,
never was able to get over how badly i scarred you,
i wish you would let me heal it, i'd die to start to,
part two with a rare specimen, is it you again?
if i have to be silent to heal you i will do that then,
just know that what we had can be brought back,
if you caught that i said i want a back to back.