Maybe if i never screwed your brains out you wouldn't be stupid,
baby if i never fell for you i'd never hate cupid,
turned myself into a new kidd, without any balls,
paintin over all the writin that was on my walls,
when you call don't ever expect it to be the same,
was traited to a new team without any fame,
now all i can claim is i'm a free agent on the market,
a blunt is still a desire of mine no matter when you spark it,
this form i need to submit aiming up for my future,
i want to be a successful teacher plus much more,
damn sure i plan to be the man that i once was,
less fronts than hyped New York sports with all of it's flaws,
still gimme applause when i cause you to collapse,
won't starve you to death, won't give you more than just scraps,
downloaded all of your apps just to end up with a virus,
disabled all emotional feelings and downgraded my trust,
apologize if i cuss but inside i'm still somewhat hurt,
just won't see it since i learned not to wear it on my shirt,
words put together like dessert, as cold and chunky,
never was one to use my smarts, upfront and gutsy.