Finally fought defenses preventin me from thought,
every block of that wall has now been caught,
but now i want to speak, emotions have been kept down,
rather write it out anyway, don't wanna see you around,
deep breath, flip the frown, open up my heart,
the words are building up inside me, mute the music so i can start,
i don't care that you left me, only hurt by the how,
thanks to you i fell apart, devouring grass like a cow,
thanks for getting me my job, even though it was i who kept it,
apparently when you discovered dust, under our rug you swept it,
did you ever think to tell me that you were starting to feel,
that everything i saw about us was never even real,
instead you one day called me on my phone, i was on my way home,
and it was there you decided to leave me alone,
not a face to face, something after 3 years and 8 months no man deserves,
i was a runaway car, you were all curves,
kept me turning away from living out my life,
even in the end you curve me from wanting you as a wife,
i'm glad that you're happy,
i'm sad that i'm crappy,
now i want the one thing i prefer,
some god damn closure.