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If This Ever Got Read
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July 2010
If this ever got read, would anything bewteen us change,
just like our Presidents enemies I'm asking when, aim for the mind at close range,
what am I thinking aiming for stars, when I should just learn to settle for what I must,
well it doesn't take much thinking to say, with me it's the stars or bust.
If this ever got read, would it really make anything less awkward,
would I finally have the guts to speak one word face to face, thats whats preferred,
from the lower part of the city, to the fireworks shooting the color of your prom dress,
it's hard to think of you in a bad way, but lately I've been handed more and more stress.
Drinking myself to sleep, because thats the only way I know how to cope,
why waste time talking, when I could waste time getting wasted with hope,
there are too many corners in my thoughts, too many shadows behind my back in my room,
too many hours in between the end and the beginning, my body and mind only seem to be more and more consumed.
If this ever got read, would i ever really hear an opinion from you,
well my feelings seemed to be too much for you to handle, whats the point anyway of always being true,
if experiences determine outcome, then regarding you i will end up six feet under,
hard to scream your name, when inside me it's raining with much thunder.
