farewell

I’ve fallen on my hands and knees

For the last time

If you are out there, you are lost to me

And all I am left with are tears and regrets



Time is becoming transparent

Days are melting into months

I must leave this place at once

If I am to salvage anything



Off to a far away place

Where the only one who will know my name

Is a torn reflection of a broken man

Who is not to distant from my former self



I am a ghost to myself and only myself

As passing eyes seem to fall upon my scars

I am read like a collection of fairy tales

Although my “happy ending” is thousands of pages away



Though there is one that I rely on

a pencil which has never seemed to dull

like a further extension of my heart and soul

A translator for foreign thoughts lost within my mind



Perhaps when I am gone, this pencil will be worn

and the pages of my “happy ending” will be covered,

with familiar lines of poetry which were my last attempts

to forever change the way everyone had once thought of me



I’ve fallen on my hands and knees

For the last time

If you are out there, you are lost to me

And all I’m left with is tears and regrets




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