i repent of reverting not allowing Him to reinvent my soul and ignoring His great intent for my soul to compliment the changes in me that supplement the healing of my soul
sleeping with my enemy and calling him a friend
looking for a bandaid to settle for and pretend
to have over me for a little while but i wiggle and i bend
far too easily silently screaming out my pain will never end
the great I am has taken all the pangs and sin from me
but my tiny mind so sorely missed the 2 i cannot see
my heart He broke to teach me bout the sins that i partook
my blind behind still gave in to the evil great looking crook
he thinks he stole my soul by indulging in my hole
when all he did was remind me how my God can make me whole
so repent i have of all the sins that once were over me
praising God in heaven once again for holding me
i bumped my head too hard that day
to remember to to stay close and not to stray
from learning from living my virtue was spinning
i pray to be winning the fight against ending beginnings
with God in the lead with God right behind
touching this soul and soothing this mind
i pray to be free of the curses that kiss me
and to follow his way eternally
i don't want to live and wallow in sin
i don't want to fail in the very end
i pray to be clean and want to live right
i pray to be blessed and follow the light
i open my mouth to share my transgressions
in hopes that my seed can learn all the lessons
that crossed my old path refining me from within
i am down on my face praying to win
the fight in my soul that keeps me holding on
the fight that reminds me i did somethings wrong
i won't be forgetting God's will is my way
i'll fight to forget about me today
remember the 1 who holds on to me
the 2 flew away with Him to be
the dreams he has given to me and my seed
and not be overcome by greed or by lust or by sloth or by gluttony