i am goin thru an evolution in the me that i am...(yes?)
i cannot keep sitting here in front of the tiny screened cam
born on a day blessed and kissed by God
lost 2 on the 5th did not find it odd
that i am still here and i sing and i write
about how it happened and go thru the night
looking 4 answers that come from within
from some other place than deep in my skin
my blessings the same as i never imagined
my birthday reminds me of that ill fated tragedy
another new day
to turn it around
blessed from above
no more time to frown
i see the new life placed in front of me
the one where i live and i'm totally free
my blessings i lost the sight of as i
blindly wandered and forgot to try
i remember today
the whys when i pray
the ifs when i ask
to accept my task
shaking off all my problems issues and concerns
sold out at the news stand called u live and u learn
shaking off all my problems issues and concerns
sold out at the news stand called u live and u learn
absorbing my lessons and sharing my grief
and proving eachday my undying belief
( absorbing my lessons and sharing my grief
and proving eachday my undying belief )
in God, in life, in change thru strife
in me, thru Him without seeing them
who rush me away to be crazy cuz i pray
believing that change can happen today