Why am I fighting the one thing I want?
This blessing so peaceful that nothing can haunt
This joy so entrancing that glows through my skin
This love that’s so radiantly exuding(flowing) from within
This union with God that so sweetly recovers
The pangs(hurt) in this heart whenever He hovers
An understanding and peace that are one from within
As He fills up my vessel and He oozes through my skin
Drawing the beauty of life in its ugliest form
To remind me that there’s no such thing as the norm
That he sits high, looks low and has the whole world in his hand
And that I have no doubt for sure that this game isn’t pretend
There’s no bright side to feeling that today isn’t the day
I can step right up and say that I’ve given up going astray
So I share the words He gives me and I sing His many praises
And I tell you how He loves me leads me blindly through the mazes
When I really want to shout about the day that he erased my doubts
Spilled the negativity out in and one big wind new blessings sprout
I wanted to feel this soothed again
When it drew near, I ran and ran
But I’ve turned around cuz this question taunts
Why am I fighting the one thing I want?
I want this connection that God’s touch can bring
I know that He loves me through everything
Lord bless my pure intent of submission to you
And accept me and continue giving me clues
Release interference from this way and that
As I absorb your sweet counseling from our every chat
Father God hallelujah highest praises unto You from deep in my soul
Cradling me, overflowing my vessel until I am no longer in control
No longer seeking out a new hole to jump into and try to be invisible
But stepping up real strong because God’s love is indivisible