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LOVING SOMEONE NEW BUT NEVER THOUGHT THAT I COULD LOVE AGAIN
I WAS SO SCARED TO LET LOVE IN MY HEART AGAIN BUT THATS BECAUSE I GOT SO HURT FROM MY FIRST LOVE.I WASNT LOOKING FOR LOVE WHEN WE FRIST MET NEITHER.I BASICALLY WAS GIVING UP ON LOVE CUZ I DIDNT THINK I COULD LOVE AGAIN BUT YOU CHANGED THAT.INISIDE I BUILT THE WALLS SO HIGH AROUND MY HEART,I THOUGHT I'D NEVER FALL ONE TOUCH, YOU BROUGHT IT DOWN THE BRICKS OF MY DEFENSES SCATTERED ON THE GROUND AND I SWORE TO ME I WASN'T GONNA LOVE AGAIN THE LAST TIME WAS THE LAST TIME,
I LET SOMEONE IN."I WAS SO SCARED AT FIRST WITH YOU BUT AFTER AWHILE THAT WENT AWAY CUZ OF EVERYTHING YOU DID.CUZ BEFORE YOU ALL I WAS DOING WAS LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP CUZ I WAS SO SCARED TO LET SOMEONE IN MY HOMETOWN INSIDE MY HEART.IM SO GLAD AFTER THAT DAY I GIVE YOU MY NUMBER CUZ A FEW MONTHS LATER YOU STARTED TALKING TO ME THEN YOU ASKED ME OUT AND I SAID NO AT FIRST THEN I CHANGED MY MIND THEN SAID YES I WOULD LIKE TO GO OUT WITH YOU.IM GLAD I SAID YES OR I WOULDNT SEE HOW GREAT OF GUY YOU ARE.AND WE BOTH HAD TO DEAL WITH OUR EXS AT ONE POINT IN THE RELATIONSHIP.MY EXBF/FIRST LOVE DALE WANTED ME BACK AT OUR 6 MONTHS BUT THERE WAS NO WAY I WOULD NEVER GO BACK TO HIM WHEN I GOT A GREAT GUY AND THAT IS BETTER THEN MY EX.THEN WE HAD TO DEAL WITH UR EXGF AWHILE BACK BUT I THOUGHT THE STUFF SHE WAS TRYING TO START WITH ME WAS A JOKE I MEAN SHE WANTED TO FIGHT ME BUT SHE DIDNT WHERE I LIVE,I LOVE ALL THE THINGS YOU DO FOR ME THATS WHAT MEAN THE MOST TO ME JUST SPEND TIME WITH YOU.YOU TREAT ME LIKE A GUY SHOULD AND YOU DO ALL THE THINGS THAT A BF SHOULD DO.AND IF YOU ASKED ME WHY I LOVE YOU I DONT WANT I WOULD SAY CUZ WORDS CANT EXPLAIN IT THERE ARE SO MUCH TO SAY BUT YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME SINCE YOU CAME INTO MY LIKE.THANKS FOR THE LAST 6 MONTHS OF OUR RELATIONSHIP.BABY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
