Why can't I forget you?
Am I really keeping my promise?
Months ago, I told you that
I was letting go.
You had broke
your promise...and lied to me (again)
But it's not like I wasn'
expecting it.
Subconciously I knew
But I held on to the hope that
you were mine.
ALTHOUGH I DON'T THINK YOU EVER WERE MINE.
It felt good to hear you say that though.
All the pretty words...to make the ugly
ones go away.
And now, months later, one year later,
it's still the same.
Will you ever release me from your curse?
Or am I to love you and only you for
the REST OF MY LIFE?
I love you.