I haven't prayed in a long time
But last night
Last night, I prayed
I asked God to let me know
When you were no more
I asked Him for mercy
And to forgive me
Because I only wished to out live you
I prayed that you would go peacefully
Except for the last minute
Please God, I asked
Let him know hurt
Give him lonliness
I am not asking you God
To torture him
Just give him a glimpse
Of the places I have had to live
Of the rage I carry
And the silence I endure
Please God take him into your embrace
Give him peace
I only ask that he hurt for a brief moment first
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