Hallucination

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Very difficult for me now to wake up in the morning!
Everyday starts now a days with a sign or mourning!
Always thinking of you made me tremendously sad,
When I am alone then I just feel very aimless and bad!
Yet sometimes I walk in the mid of the dark night,
Nobody in the road, only I walk and see the light!
Sometimes I turn back hopelessly to see you behind,
Again I beathe a sigh, because I don't get what I find!
Every where in the city, I ransack you, if you were there,
Just come and see, how I am lonely and how living here!
You came for a very short time leaving a deep impression,
Now I think how much you have captured my all passion!
Everywhere I look around I just see you walking beside me,
Is it hallucination or something else that I always see?
When I go to my Lab I see you sitting in my chair,
When I walk in the corridor, I also see you there!
Even in my room, I see you sitting in blue dress-
I want to touch you but everytime I fail you to caress!
When I take my coffee cup to quech my thirst,
If there is your lipstick mark, I look at it very first!
Not even a single moment I miss to think of you dear,
Is it hallucination or my istictive craving to get you near?
Everyday my situation is going wrong, I'm becoming mad,
It's you love, mede me like this, I am feeling so sad!
Without you, don't know how will I pass my days?
Without you, don't know how will I say my prays!
Hallucination of you always engage me to turn back,
You know dear, in my love, there is not even little lack!
Now I see you, feel you with all my metaphoric imagination,
I want you beside me, plesae be no longer in my hallucination!

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25th August 2009

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