You wanted me to be honest
Well here it goes
I can no longer stand her smiling
The real me shows
I try to be perfect
And I put on a good act
But my joy is a farce
I am afraid of how you’ll react
I saw that look in your eyes
When you saw the blood on my arm
I saw the tears you hid
When I denied doing harm
I know you love me
That is why you avoid me
You see hope and a bright future
You want me to be free
For so long I had the world
At my fingertips
But now my life’s a game
And I am stuck with sunken battleships
I was daddy’s little girl
But then he went away
And it taught me
True love doesn’t stay
So why should I believe you
When you say “I am here”
I know the truth
And I am filled with fear
I want to so badly to tell you it all
But the question, do you have time?
When I break down these walls
I want your attention to be all mine
I know your life is busy
So I will stand and wait
But if I end up dying
Just know it was my fate.