I remember,
When innocence was how it feels
When you say the word.
I remember,
When I realized,
That innocence was lost.
I remember,
How good it felt
To have no responsibility.
I remember,
When I lost that privilege.
I remember,
When I loved her
And she,
Loved me...
I remember,
When it fell apart...
I remember
How much it hurt!
I remember
When the drinking started.
I don't remember why...
I remember,
The last time
I heard love's voice
I don't remember,
How I got that DUI...
I remember
The time I almost died...
Thirty years later
The lonliness still engulfs
The solarity of my existance.
Love once was
And so was I.
But I is nothing now, but
Alcohol and emptiness...
Nothing compares to...........
How in God's name
Did I end up here?
I thought my person
Deserved better than this...
And my realiztion is only
A continuation of the trend,
That
You always find out the hard way.
Love
Was the best thing
I ever had!
Love...
Was my favorite.
But love is nothing now,
And so is I.
I remember love.
And I remember,
How great love was.
I remember,
The taste of love.
I remember,
Love's details.
I remember,
My favorite...
I don't remember
Where it went wrong,
Or how, and why.
I don't know.
What I did,
To deserve,
This love lost.