Every tear a snapshot
Every wound a memory
Scars I can’t remove
Remind of what you did to me
Visions glare in front of me
But I can’t feel a thing
That life both past is present
All lost because a ring
I'm trying to make things better,
but they only get worse.
Trying to stuff the pain away
To try and hide the hurt.
But this world is grinding at my sand paper sanity
until it's absolutely nothing.
And these demons have me on my knees begging for mercy.
Well, at least it’s something
I can’t go on like this
I’ve got to get away
Fallen angels dragging me down
To die again today
My heart has lost it’s city lights
It’s eroded into the slum
And I’ll never feel a thing again
I only can feel numb
Lost, abandoned, forsaken, left
Deserted, discarded, neglected, bereft
Cast off again, I can’t even start
Another child aborted, but this was my heart
All that’s left is apathy
Nothing left inside of me
Never will we be one
And so I’m left again, numb