I feel so cold without you
I want to die
These tears won't stop flowing
A moment ago I was in your arms
Now I'm a thousand miles away
Falling in love with you
Wasn't what I had in mind
These tears and rainstorms won't stop
Yet none is a thunderstorm
My world lies in shambles as I board my flight
All this because I miss you so
I got home an hour back
Nothing here feels right
It all feels so foreign to me
I don't want to come back to it all
The stupid rules and hoops
My muscles ache and lungs scream
I can't breathe for sobbing
I don't want anything but you
All of this because I miss you so
I'm acting fine, just want you to see
The tears ran dry last night
My wrists burn when I smile
I can't even think these days
Tear stained, blood stained
A million worlds lie between us
Yet it's like I can feel you
All I wanted was a friend
That's not what I got in the end
Searing tears and blotchy ink
So much, You can feel my heart sink
I want so badly not to be alone
This cold is cutting me to the bone
Your delicate kiss and warm embrace
I would kill to see you face
All of this because I miss you so