I don't know what it is.

I tired to explain

But you thought me pathetic

I never said it was major

So I guess I should forget it

There is no one who can help

Becuase I make it ignored

But I’ll try and deal with myself

Like the times I have before

I told you “I’ve never felt pain

No nothing like it”

But I can’t help feeling the way I do

So, I hide it

Because I have to be ashamed

Of my feelings these days

Because they don’t measure up

But they won’t go away

And I don’t know what it is

But there is no one I can tell

Because I’ll be found pathetic

And I’ll feel embarrassed

So I should just forget it

And I don’t know what it is

But to no one can I relate

And there’s a feeling within my back

Stagnant, burning hate

It rots inside my body

Eating at my core

I just want to tell you

Because I can’t take this anymore

Author's Notes/Comments: 

sometimes people just cant express.

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