Shimmer

I see a shimmer in the darkness

I reach out

to touch this beautiful thing

as I pull it down

I realize then

what it is that I hold



your heart



beating..

bleeding..

speaking..

in my hands



to the side I can see

your face

shimmering in the darkness

beckoning me to fall



into you..

should i?



oh..

how I want to so bad..

but the voices are waging a war

inside my head



wrong or right



damnnation or heaven



Love or deciet



I stand holding so tight

to this beautiful thing

my own heart beating in rythym

to the song of our love



I reach for you

but these phantom hands

keep holding me back

pulling me further



away



drifiting into the darkness



I can see your light beginning to fade



and it's then I feel



fear

anguish

pain



I'm fighting

I'm trying

I want it

I can feel it



but I know

inside myself

it's been me

loosening my grip

on such a beautiful thing



your heart..



but

I will not let go..

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