I see a shimmer in the darkness
I reach out
to touch this beautiful thing
as I pull it down
I realize then
what it is that I hold
your heart
beating..
bleeding..
speaking..
in my hands
to the side I can see
your face
shimmering in the darkness
beckoning me to fall
into you..
should i?
oh..
how I want to so bad..
but the voices are waging a war
inside my head
wrong or right
damnnation or heaven
Love or deciet
I stand holding so tight
to this beautiful thing
my own heart beating in rythym
to the song of our love
I reach for you
but these phantom hands
keep holding me back
pulling me further
away
drifiting into the darkness
I can see your light beginning to fade
and it's then I feel
fear
anguish
pain
I'm fighting
I'm trying
I want it
I can feel it
but I know
inside myself
it's been me
loosening my grip
on such a beautiful thing
your heart..
but
I will not let go..