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Misery and Memories
Misery grab ahold of me
dont let loose
you'r ethe only friend I've ever had
that never led me astray
I like the way this feels
this FUCKING irreplaceable
kinife in my heart
that constantly brings the
sting of memories rushing back to me
Call me OBSESSIVE
call me what you will
I can't help that
I'm holding myself
...HOSTAGE...
in the happiness I once knew
I sit..
I cry..
still no release..
still no ease..
I like watching my world fall apart
I've grown quite accustom to my life
going to SHIT
I'd be lost in a perfect world
it would be all I ever wanted
and thats to much for me
I watch my reflection
.....Fade away.....
cutting marks of
.....Insanity......
in my viens
the nights are so cold
holding on to a razorblade
of hope
I dont like being alone
God doesn't hear me
noone left to cradle me
Where's my shower of mercy?
Where's my smiles and laughter?
Tied down,
Locked away,
in my closet of forgotten things
I dont know who who I am
I dont know
that I have anything left
to even try to make a fighting stand..
...Just FUCKING cut me OPEN
stitch me back inside out
So you can see me BLEED
When the pain somes seeping through again...
But where would I be
without my misery there to safely guide me
back to my coffin of
razorblades and memories
...I'm BLEEDING again...
I think I like the way this looks on me
My insanity is my key
to my perfect imperfections
Welcome to my fucked up dream..
