My heart is in pieces
feeling like there is
a missing piece
to my puzzle.
I am broken
lost in my unrelenting
crushing
sense of loss.
My grief is not from a lost of life
but loss of myself
of who I am
and why I feel
sad
empty
anger.
My mind knows better
my heart knows better
but something else lives
within me
Wanting to come out
to feel
to live
However It has to be repressed
to be buried
deep within my soul
Forever.
sbriere
Dec. 28/10