Nobody Is Thinking About You

No, love, they aren’t watching.

Not the way you imagine,

Not the theatre you’ve built in their minds

where every step you take is a drumroll

and every silence, a verdict.

 

The truth is smaller.

And stranger.

 

Their thoughts are not arrows aimed at you,

but boomerangs spun

from their own wounded wanting,

curving ever back to themselves.

 

That glance you caught?

It was a mirror,

not a lens.

That silence you feared?

It was just breath

paused between lines of an inner monologue

that had nothing to do with you.

 

They weren’t judging your stumble,

they were tripping over ghosts of their own.

They weren’t measuring your joy,

they were weighing their hunger.

They weren’t plotting your ruin,

they were lost in their own collapse.

 

Nobody is thinking about you.

Not really.

Not the way the ache in your belly

wants them to.

 

And here,

in the ashes of that myth,

a strange freedom begins to bloom.

The kind that dances barefoot

on the stage of nobody’s theatre.

The kind that paints

with no eyes watching.

The kind that loves

without audience.

 

So go on.

Make the mess.

Sing off-key.

Be naked in your becoming.

 

For the world is too full

of its own noise

to notice your quiet miracle,

and that, my dear,

is your cue.

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