Dismal
Sadness pours through her body as she tries to grasp
Overwhelming, unrelenting;
Tears fall into the abyss below
Uneasiness settles in the pit of her stomach
Wrenching in knots
Confusion, doubt
It’s scary in her own head
She wants desperately to give up
Move on
Where it is safe again
No expectations
No letdowns
Comfortable
Let me back in!