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What choice do i have?
Of course,
Of course ill be all right.
What choice do I have?
Asked to be strong,
This didnt take long.
A day in the burner,
And you have me.
Stuck with your troubles,
Ill grin and bear it.
What choice do I have?
You gave me your dreams,
Theres nothing I can do for you.
You gave me your hopes,
I dont know what to tell you anymore.
You gave me your life,
When i dont even have control of mine.
Too long have I kept these things inside.
Too long, and a part of me has died.
In trying to protect you,
Ive lost my compassion.
Blank rage, Staring hopelessness.
Bleak fear, Consuming desire.
I only wanted to be your everything,
But in doing that,
Ive turned into my own nothing.
Too long this has been kept inside.
Too many times have I dealt with you,
Too little has been spoken.
Nothing can compare to this quiet in my soul,
Nothing can ever fill this hole.
So long have I told you ill be fine,
So just turn around and walk away.
Ill tell you one more time,
Ill be fine,
But know this.
You created me, you made me who I am.
And whereas i thank you for that,
The only person I can hate more then you is me.
While you walk free,
I trudge along, fettered by your hate.
I fear its too late, the damage has been done.
Know this, for ive said it enough.
Ill be fine now honey, walk away.
Dont worry about me,
Ill be fine.
What choice do i have?
And yes I will make it, and no I dont mind.
Ill be fine.
Just know this,
Im fine now,
But I would have been better without you.
