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Sorry
Im sorry you had to see me this way,
Im sorry you had to find out.
There is so many things about me that I wish you never had to see.
When reality fades away, when all the colors turn to gray,
Welcome to a world where the dying things come out to play.
Im sorry it took me so long to tell you,
But I never wanted this nightmare to become us.
Im sorry I had to leave so many times,
I swear it wasn’t what I wanted to do.
God, im sorry for all this ive put you through,
There’s things that no one should have known, much less you.
It hurt to see you standing there,
It hurt to walk away.
But to make this better, its me you have to hate.
Sorry hun, but you bit off a bit too much,
Maybe there was a tad too many things one on plate.
A heart married to something else,
You could say I wasn’t ready,
It might be more true to say I just didn’t want to be found.
When these dreams turn into reality, then maybe ill be with you,
But until these nightmares stop being whats come to be an existence,
I think its wise that we keep our distance.
It hurts me to say this and it hurts me to realize it,
It’s a truth that ive know for a while now,
A respected enemy, a cheating friend.
This has to come to an end, but…to what end?
You alone, without me…..
Me alone, without you…...
Like a pair of starving animals, each one needing the other for existence,
Each one needing the other to sacrifice it all to stay around.
Just know this, its only my dreams that you will hound,
And maybe when I wake up from this nightmare perpetual,
Can we continue, with something more special.
