I want it all to stop
No more emotional bleeding!
With this message you read
Please understand the proceeding..
I wish I could see
Though the blinding tears
I wish I could understand
These hopes and fears
Every time I put myself out there
Opening up to feel again
Through the pain I walk,
Hoping for the wounds to heal
Why must I repeat
This never ending lesson?
Why can’t I just learn?
It’s a never ending recession!
I want out of this cycle
So tired of just existing
I want to be happy
To begin living!
The few times I’m ever up
Never really outweighs the bad
Every time I can remember bliss
It’s canceled threefold by the sad
So here’s to the few times I’ve enjoyed
In this life of mine
So few and far between
I’m off to live among the divine…