i wish that with these words
i could turn back time
time before i knew you
and time when i could just say no
for when i met you
our eyes met, freezing me into place
i couldnt move. i couldnt speak.
now all i wish is that when we met
i would have turned around
and ran the other way.
for you see, you brought me great sorrow.
which i cannot show.
instead i am forced to live a lie
and keep all my thoughts, feelings
and emotions locked up.
hoping one day i can finally be free.
and praying that one day
i can get rid of you.
and move on with my life.