Finally decide to exercise my mental state, as well as my emotional,
think of everything horrible in my life,
listen to depressing music, lifes horrors are the workout most devotional,
habit takes the carrot from the rabbit, replaces it with a buttered strife.
All my defenses are down, now I take the offensive stance,
blast away at my happiness, what doesn't kill me makes me stronger,
wish life were so kind to me, all I need is one dance,
why hold this wet paper, why make the innevitable wait longer.
I don't miss you anymore, that is something that I take so well,
your face is not looked at by me, the same way I used to,
you have a little dirt right there, oh that is your soul? thats swell,
looks like I taught myself lies, and truth set in when we were through.
Hell once more to the land of blue, might as well buy season passes,
now why is New Years sitting on my bench? man does she do something to me,
forget about the past, forget the failed classes,
this person makes me warm, I still care about you...
that is just it, what is your name?