New years,
drives out what is deep inside of me,
pushes out urges that I should not be afraid of,
drinks away the night and steals me away upstairs,
as beautiful as a sweet melody with strong verses and a chilling chorus,
as desirable as any person I have ever liked this way,
kissing may have been a mistake but I believe everything happens for a reason,
softening,
my mind with close friendship and my heart with hopes for the future.