I have this giant gapping space in the midst of my breasty chest
I’m filled to infinity with sorrow
I just feel open
Vulnerable
Broken
Hurt
Dismayed
Like life will never go on again
Like nothing can be real
I have this giant gaping space in the midst of my breasty chest
Preventing me from touching reality
Telling me what to feel
Numbing me like after Nick
But it's after you this time