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Wow
I really did fucking love you
I didn’t realise until I cried just how much
Till he said ‘don’t stop you need to let it out’
Till I said ‘I just miss him’
Till I spent several minutes lost in tears just speaking
Words flowing from my mind like a waterfall
Everything I missed
How not knowing you anymore kills me
How I just miss your energy in a room
How I could live without the kissing
The sex
The ’soul mates’
The dating
How it’s your absence in my life which hurts
I didn’t notice how deep my feelings went
How strong this ‘love’ was until now
When he opened his mouth and said
‘I know you do; I can feel it pouring off of you’
‘I don’t know him and I miss him, its coming off of you so hard’
Then it sank in
How far you got
How entangled I let myself become in my soul
And I don’t know HOW I am going to love again after losing you
But for the first time since we split
I know I WILL love again after you
I just have to wait till I stop missing you