I give my all and stand by my actions
Whether I win or go down in flames.
I’ve no means to control your reactions
Or somehow thwart your misguided aims.
There’s a great deal I don’t understand
And all too little I do,
But I know what my heart can withstand
Need not always follow through.
What a thing, me staring in the mirror
Trying to somehow get my armor right.
It’s conspicuous as I draw nearer
That my heart could do with a means for flight.
I want you beside me more than you know,
But I have to know I’ll merely stumble
If you break from me and decide to go –
I can’t allow my whole world to crumble.
Come midnight I’ll throw fear away,
Get lost in the sights, the sounds, the thrill of it all.
My fervent wish is that you stay,
But life is short and I intend to have a ball,
With or without you.