Forest surrounds me, the wind bristles,
Leaves crunch against the sky.
I told myself I wouldn't come back here.
I still ponder reasons why
I ventured in the first place -
One of many decisions I can't erase
Like my returning here tonight,
Journeying down this dark road
Without a thread of light.
I can only guess the intentions
That triggered my response.
Little anything is clear
Except I don't want to be here.
All I see are my hands on the wheel
And the sense of self to turn back
Before I'm numb to the touch of life,
Another train on a side track.