I need to hold on
But i want to let go
Because i haide all
Of these feelings inside
That you will never know
I've cut myself a lot
Over the years
But it never seemed to
Stop the tears
Especially since you left me
I've been doing this to myself
Don't you see
I'm hidden away
Hoping someone will help
Stop this pain
Before I'm torn apart
And driven insane
But i'm all alone
And no one can
Hear these screams
But even if someone did
They would ignore them it seems
So maybe if i let go
Then you will realize and know
All this pain i had hidden inside
Was too much for me to bear
Because no one ever did care
Maybe you will understand
How much you hurt me
And realize when i'm gone
How much happier i will be
I'll be in a better place
And not consumed with this pain
I will find happiness once again
So now it's time
For me to let go
And have the happiness
I should have had so long ago