Love,Hate,and Suicide

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suicide

At first we were

Just two people

But then i fell in love

But i think that

Was too hard

For you to see

Because you never

Ended up feeling

The same way about me



In the beggining

We were so happy

But something

That great never lasts

For eternity



I cared about you

And you said you

Cared about me

And i really appreciate it

Because i don't get

A lot of that you see

For a time

You wanted me around

And brought me up

When i was down

You gave me butterflies

And even made my heart pound



I had your back

And you had mine

But that slowly fell

Apart over time

You then started

To push me away

Even though i did my best

To try and make you stay



I did my best

To try and care

But then you were never there

You were to busy

And would never call

Then came the day

When you didn't want me at all

And then i found out

That you stabbed me

In the back

And it hurt like hell

I must confess

Everything was all fucked up

And i was such a mess

You didn't even wanna

Talk about what

We went through

You just yelled at me

When i got upset

And now i'm all alone

And don't know what to do



I think you started

Hating me

But i did nothing wrong

Can't you see

I don't deserve

Being treated this way

But you pushed

Me out of your life

Even when there was

A lot of things

I needed to say

Everytime i try

To talk to you

You act like an asshole

To me

And don't get why

You're so angery



You act like you hate me

Even though you're

The one that told me

All those lies

Broke all those promises

And even stabbed

Me in the back

Because loyalty and honesty

Are the things

You truly lack

But i'm the one

Who should be mad at you

Even though I

Don't want to be

All the mistakes you've made

Are the things i just can't see past

Because i thought

We were meant to be

And that our relationship

Was suppose to last



But i guess

I should have known

I'd get broken hearted again

Because everything seems

To turn out the same

For me in the very end

I'm faced with all my fears

And left with nothing

But sorrows and tears

But i guess that's

What i get

For trying to care

For someone who

Never really wanted

Me there



But now i'm all alone

And left out in the cold

And i've been missing

You everyday since

You've gone away

And i'm not so sure

That living is the

Best thing for me

Because i've been

So depressed lately you see

I hate always feeling

This way ever

Since you made

The choice not to stay

I think we should say goodbye

Ans i'll try my best

Not to cry

But i can't promise anyhting

Now that you're gone

Because i don't think

I can move on

I'm really sad

As you can see

Because true love

Is no longer

What you've given me



I'll keep you close

To my heart

As my life fades away

But i still have hope

That we'll be together again someday

I love you a lot

I love you more than anything

And i do care about you too

But this is the only thing

That will take

My pain away

This is something

I have to do


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