You know,
It's strange,
But since I actually liked you before,
Sometimes,
I almost completely forget
That you
Came to me.
So, I have to ask you,
Honestly,
What do you see
In me?
To me,
I'm just a weird "bunch of girls";
Fractured,
Splintered
Personalities;
Stuck inside a body,
Flawed,
And full
Of insecurities.
What could a girl like me ever offer?
What could a girl like me ever give?
Someone else gave you your first love and your first "time".
Someone else even gave you a child
So how could i ever compete with that?
How I could I even begin to compare?
I can't.
All I have to give you
Is my heart,
But I'm afraid it's shattered beyond repair,
And fear it isn't much use for me--
Or anyone else--
Anymore.
I feel like some kind of
Broken doll
And I hope you kept your receipt.
It isn't too late to take me back
And get your money back.
But until I really get on your nerves
Or I drive you completely crazy,
I promise to give you my love and be yours,
Truly,
Madly,
Deeply.