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it still hurts
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first I’m completely engulfed in you. Most of the time it is hard just to be without you. We went to the carnival yesterday and you almost got sick. I rubbed your back and smoked a cigarette while you curled up. On the Ferris wheel it felt strange. The whole trip pulled at me like an old memory. Like a home movie from someone else’s childhood. I wanted the feeling to pass but I couldn’t shake the day. I am your darlyn and you are my baby. If we make it through this storm we will make it for good. If we don’t, I’m ashamed to say I should have tried harder.
