i am not who i am

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i don't believe in anything.

i don't believe in a god.

i don't believe in real love.

i don't believe everyone has a soul mate.

i don't believe in the power of prayer.

i don't believe everyone receives karma.

i don't believe in dharma

   or reincarnation

   or any sort of afterlife.

i don't believe people meet for a reason.

i don't believe all is fair.

i don't believe in war.

i don't believe that people have good intentions.

i don't believe words.

i don't believe in promises.

i don't believe in polygamy.

i don't believe in marriage.

i don't believe in true peace.

i don't believe in death.

i don't believe nutrition labels.

i don't believe in hate.

i don't believe people who don't show emotion.

i don't believe in the church.

i don't believe the media.

i don't believe that anyone can stay forever.

i don't believe in abandoning loved ones,

   although, at times

i don't believe in staying in places i don't feel needed.

i don't believe anyone could romantically be with only me.

i don't believe drug addicts.

i don't believe boys want more than sex.

i don't believe in our government.

i don't believe there is just one satan.

i don't believe i can see the good in everyone anymore.

i don't believe my own emotions.

i don't believe cannabis is bad for my health.

i don't believe alcoholics.

i don't believe in friends that turn into snakes at night.

i don't believe in keeping quiet.

i don't believe in love at first sight.

i don't believe actors.

i don't believe my generation will ever get to experience

   the tenderness of simplicity,

   or the feeling of contentment with just one lover.

i don't believe there was ever a time

   where relationships weren't plagued with infidelity.

i don't believe in candy.

i don't believe cats.

i don't believe in eating animals.

i don't believe all men are rats.

i don't believe i'll make it to forty.

i don't believe sadness is weakness.

i don't believe everyone has a purpose.

sometimes, i don't even believe i am human at all.

   i am not who i am.

i don't believe in anything.

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