Crying for you
Makes my head
Hurt
My chest is
Tight
And throbs with
Unbearable pain
I feel like
I'm on
Death's door
I can't breathe
Yet some how
My lungs
Recieve
Oxygen
I feel dizzy
Light headed
Even
I feel like
I'm running
Into the ground
Crashing hard
Waiting
For the physcial
Pain
The scrapes
The real blood
Yet,
I'm still standing
How?
I see you
Through my sore
Eyes
And tears
Yet,
You watch
As I am
Going through
These emotions
That feel like
They are
Ripping me apart
As you watch
No reaction
No trace of any
Emotions
I'm like dying
From the pain
The Heartache
The emotional
Chaos
Going through
My mind
My brain
I've lost
Control
Of
Me