How is one to feel
When the one person they
Love to death
Wants nothing to do with them?
How does the shattering of my heart
Not matter to her?
I know I have hurt her
But she wont listen
Nor give me a second chance
I know i rushed into things
Because I wasnt fully healed
Yet...
This break up hurts me more than
The first one ever could
Because this time it was me
Who caused it
Not the fiirst.
My heart bleeds
My tears fall
Yet..
She doesnt wish
Or want to hear it
Even when now
Im getting the help
I need
To even show
Her im better for her
And that I wasnt me
When I met her
I was crushed and hurt
And took it out on Andrea
I never shouldve
But like I said
It wasnt me
I was still hurting
I cant even begin to tell
Her how I feel
Because of something stupid
My friend did
Now I may have lost her for good
And Im trapped here in NJ
While she is in AZ
Trying to forget about me
Yet...
All the pain
I caused her
I feel it now more than ever
It hurst like a knife stabbing me
In my heart repeatedly
To the point of
Sufficating
My love for her
Is strong
Even if its not returned
I still love
Her