This Stabbing Pain

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How is one to feel

When the one person they

Love to death

Wants nothing to do with them?

How does the shattering of my heart

Not matter to her?

I know I have hurt her

But she wont listen

Nor give me a second chance

I know i rushed into things

Because I wasnt fully healed

Yet...

This break up hurts me more than

The first one ever could

Because this time it was me

Who caused it

Not the fiirst.

My heart bleeds

My tears fall

Yet..

She doesnt wish

Or want to hear it

Even when now

Im getting the help

I need

To even show

Her im better for her

And that I wasnt me

When I met her

I was crushed and hurt

And took it out on Andrea

I never shouldve

But like I said

It wasnt me

I was still hurting

I cant even begin to tell

Her how I feel

Because of something stupid

My friend did

Now I may have lost her for good

And Im trapped here in NJ

While she is in AZ

Trying to forget about me

Yet...

All the pain 
I caused her

I feel it now more than ever

It hurst like a knife stabbing me

In my heart repeatedly 

To the point of

Sufficating

My love for her

Is strong

Even if its not returned

I still love

Her

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