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Everytime I try to do something
I'm always wrong
Im never good enough
I cant do anything
Why am I alive?
I'm not good at anything
Why am I here?
What is my purpose?
I'm a horrible person
I cant do anything
For my self
Or for my children
I'm just a waste of a life
This is what my parents say
I wake up every morning
I get my kids dressed
I get them ready for school
Sometimes my parents
Make my kids lunch
I never ask them too
I know I have ADHD
I know I'm impulsive sometimes
I feed my kids breakfast
If my parents havent already
Done that
I do our wash
I make sure they sit
Down for dinner
When my parents cook
Our meals
I never ask them too
I live in their house
Yes
But I never ask them
To do things for me and my kids
They do them
And than they get angry at me
Because I cant
Afford these things
I'm trying my hardest
To make money
But they give
Me hardly time to even
Work a second job
Because they want me home
By 6pm
They dont like my job now
But they like how I am
Home by 3pm
I'm confused???
I'm getting depressed
I'm not eating
All I want
Is to take care of my boys
And not be in a stressful house
Is that so much to ask for?