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Let me be honest
With my self
I know I was terrified of losing you
And when I did I was heartbroken
Shattered even
Yet,
I was the cause
Why?
Because I felt lonely
I felt unwanted
Unloved
And sought attention else where
Because you wouldn't
Give it to me
Everytime I tried
You just ignored me
All I ever wanted was your love
Your attention
Your time
I gave you everything I had
And more
People say I was foolish
To treat you like a King
While you treated me like
Trash
Yet,
I still did
I went the mile for you
And more
I tried everything to please you
Sexually,
Physically,
Looks,
I even fought my self because
I never felt good enough
To be with you
I felt fat,
I felt ugly,
I felt depressed,
I felt anger
Because I wasnt skinny
I wasnt good enough
Most nights I cried my self to sleep
Because in the back of my mind
Everything I did for you
Never felt good enough
I always felt sad
Lonely
I never thought we would end up
This way
Yet we did
I was afraid of losing you
I was afraid of you
I still am
Because I'm scared of disappointing
You
I'm depressed because of what
Happened between us
Everything was amazing
Until I started to feel
Unwanted