As I watch the guests come and go
I think about you
And how much I wish
To see you again
It feels like forever
Yet,
I know it's been days
Since our last time
We saw each other
My depression has
Sky rocketed
Yet,
I know in my heart
I'm the reason for my own
Turmoil
No matter how much
I want to blame
You
I can't because
I'm the one who
Couldn't voice myself
Loud enough
To have you all to my
Self