Blinded by Lies, Confused by Reality, Left Heartbreaken

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When I first saw you I knew

Something was different about you

I knew not what or why

I sensed something in you

That drew me in

I wish I knew then what I know now

You were heartbroken from

Your girl who you thought 

Loved you

Yet she went behind your back

With your best friend

Yet she made it seem like

She was solely yours

Until you find out

When we met

We found that your best friend

Was my boyfriend 

And that your girl

Was now with my ex

We felt it was perfect

We were two

Broken hearts that we felt

Could make eachother whole again

Little did I know

He had me in his trap

I was naive to think

That he was my fallen angel

And I his

That everything he said were true

Until I find out otherwise

My nativity led me

Down a spiral of turmoil

That I was too blinded

By what I believed to be love

That I fell further and further

Down into his devilish plan

He was the tiger

Who sought me as his

Little deer to pry on

He won in that sense

Years we were together 

I was foolish enough

To give him two handsome sons

That he appears to want nothing to do with

Unless he can play games with them

I do not regret my son's

I just wish they had a better father 

Instead of one who makes

Their mom cry 

And wish she were dead

Just to relieve his attention

And affections again

I hate how he has f***** up

My sense of love

And normality 

I was the foolish deer

To except his chaos

I was to nice and naive

To see the true meaning 

Behind his reasons

I shall no longer let his

Devilish ways pry my mind

I will set me and my son's

Free

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I caught my Ex cheating on me. And the lies he told me were all true. My heart was broken and he said mean hurtful things to me. My first reaction was anger and hatred for him. But than I looked at our son's and realized I need to protect them from his cruelty rather than getting even with him; because there is not point. Now I'm moving on with me and my son's life with out him in it. Honestly, we are better off without him than we were with him.

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