As I sit here at work
I wonder if you have me
On your mind
Like I have you on mine
I sit here
With racing thoughts
As I feel like I'm losing
You
I know you say
You love me
Yet you distant
Your self from me
You tell me you found someone
Else yet you will give me
A second chance
My mind
Thinks your lying
That you still talk to her
When you never respond to me
I feel like my emotions
Are in chaos
I want us to be happy
I wants us to be together
Yet I feel as if that won't happen
I feel like I'm just a booty call
I feel like I'm stuck
Because I'm lost
Yet I'm here
You are making me
Go crazy when you don't respond
I love you yet you
Leave me in the dark
I feel like your shutting me out
Of your life all together
I feel weak and useless
I feel like I'm garbage
You don't want me at all
Is how I feel
You never call or text
Anymore
Instead I'm waiting for you
Crying because I feel
Dreadful about bothering you
I feel like I'm an annoyance
You wish vanished from your
Whole life
I feel so unwanted
I feel alone
I feel useless and
Unloved