As i lie here I wonder
And as I ponder
About us
I wish I never did what I did
My love for you is never ending
Even when I f***ed up
I know I was wrong but
I will be better for you
I just can't lose you
My heart breaks because
I know and I feel I may lose you
I cry my self to sleep
I watch our sons sleep
As I cry my self to sleep
I'm stupid and my stupidity
May make me lose you
I will be better
For you
I can make you happy
Again
I know I can
I know I'm hard
But I'm broken
You have mended me
And I hope I can mend you
And your heart
I know I can't fix your wounds
But I will sure damn try
Joseph your my love
My one and only
I love you with my whole heart and soul
I just hope I can prove to you
Just how much you truly mean
To me